To say the least this past week has been a little tough. I still feel the joy of the Lord but it comes in waves. I know the Lord is always with me--but there are moments when I don't recognize His presence. I think I am beginning to become comfortable...which I am not okay with. This means I am not taking risks for the kingdom. I hate the feeling of not doing enough--but in those moments I have to remember there is nothing more or less I can do to make the Lord change His feeling of love towards me. This is the most comforting thing I could ever know and receive. The hard part is remembering and believing it. It seems as if I have gotten lost in the mundane tasks of life. I feel like sometimes at my job the shift is exactly the same as the day before....This is when I realize and crave more. I am so thankful for God's perfect timing. Urbana is in like 2 days (thank gosh). I am ready to be refreshed and called by the Lord! I am praying going into this conference because I know it is going to consist of some reconstruction in my heart. This won't be easy but I am ready. I am ready to serve my awesome God.
"I wanna thrive not just survive."--switchfoot
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