Moving On.

My life lately has been so overwhelming!  God has been trying to teach me so many lessons.  Breaking my mindset of things always being on my time and me scheduling my life is definitely one that he is pinpointing.  I have been able to really reach out and help people during times that were totally inconvenient to me.  The joy that comes from listening and responding to God is one that cannot be matched.  That is why I hope I continue to do it.  This past week I have been dwelling and thinking about how much time I have left as a senior in college.  The other night I thought about how hard it is going to be to actually leave this campus.  I have established an amazing group of Christian friends...how can I be expected to just leave them all behind?  I can't imagine not having this awesome group of friends to hang with and to talk to when I'm hurting.  I know that I can't stay here forever..but can't leaving be just a little easier? haha  I know that God is calling me to new things.  I just pray that this last month will be one that I never forget.  I want to leave on a high note knowing that I gave this time my all.  In a sermon I heard a pastor say, "you will leave what you love, to follow the one you love the most."  I LOVE Jesus and I want to follow Him.  I hope that God can help me settle these crazy up and down emotions.  

--By the way totally just thought about how Jesus called the disciples.  He told them to drop everything they had and owned to follow Him.  This included friends and family.  Jesus help me do this!! :)