21--it's my birthday.

Last night was so insane!  I feel like I was a horrible witness but I did have fun...I felt kinda bad when I was drunk because I was mad at myself.  I hate the feeling that I'm a hypocrite.  I know that God will use every situation though, and I was able to watch the sunrise this morning :)  It really reminded me of how beautiful God created this Earth.  I am really 21 now!  I have come to realize that this life is amazing, and God wants me to not worry about what others think.  I love him so much and I want to live for him.  I've had a little of a hard time with eating this weekend..freaked out a little about the calories I was drinking last night.  I am really not looking forward to weighing myself in the morning.  Side note--birthdays seem less special every year, but I truly want to thank God for everyone and everything in my life.