that green stuff.

Ahh today did not start out so hot. haha  I have really been in just an okay mood lately.  Work was decent and afterwards I went on a bike ride and laid/prayed in a hammock.  It was so nice to relax :)  Last night I  really couldn't fall asleep.  I just kept thinking about things I need to do and how I need another job.  Finances are something that I REALLY need to give over to God.  I get so stressed thinking about things that I need to buy and how I hate to spend the money on them.  I feel like I try so hard to save and can't even afford to buy some things that I just want..I am always holding back.  This part of my life is definitely the hardest for me to stop worrying about.  Hopefully this summer will allow me to begin to let God control this aspect.  I know that he cares about every part of my life...now I just need to let him have the wheel.