changeeee.

Today has been pretty nice so far :)  My parents are down because it's father's day weekend!  And my mom bought me a digital camera and dress for my birthday, which is next weekend! ahh I'm so blessed to have such caring parents..but sometimes I hate how much I don't feel guilty spending their money.  I am so incredibly cheap that I like it when they by me stuff.  I mean I always try to buy stuff but they insist on getting it, and I don't usually argue.  I guess I just feel bad because I have so much in my life and I don't always appreciate it.  Last night I read the verse "heal me, O Lord, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are the one I praise."  Jeremiah 17:14  I think this is beautiful and the way I should approach God with all of my problems.  I guess now I am asking to be healed of idolatry..with the whole eating thing, and of being selfish.  I know God can save me, I just need to fully believe that I can change.